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Lost Love

Another year has passed by
Without your love to make me strive
I function with no spirit, no drive
Our bond gave me so much might
They say the strongest feeling is being in love
But heartbreak can suck you dry

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Pain

A hollowed chest
Pangs of emptiness
Gun’s been aimed
At heart untamed
Through and through
Feelings of blue
Cuts and scars
Hope travels afar

Pain is a four-lettered word
Pain makes you a caged bird
Pain makes you cry liters worth
Pain there is nothing worse

Cross my heart
Hope to live
A war inside
Battle each night
Conquer a demon
Despite the screaming
Life force dying
Energy is fading

Pain is a four-lettered word
Pain makes you a caged bird
Pain makes you cry liters worth
Pain there is nothing worse

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My Fault

I am the most selfish person you’ll meet

I care only about myself, my problems, and my feelings

I am blind to what you’re going through you see

I know I don’t deserve to live, exist or breathe

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A Life To Live

At some juncture of our lives, we reach a point where it physically and mentally hurts when someone is good to us without any expectation in return. It could be a stranger or someone close to us. We fear it because their intention is nothing beyond an expression of goodwill. We cannot bear it because we do not feel deserving of it – to expect and accept. It stems from our deep-rooted belief that if we let it sink in and feel great, everything will inevitably go wrong, leaving us worse than before. Essentially, it is the baggage of our past. It is easier to believe that we are not to live a good life. It feels against nature to be respected.

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Damn This

Oh, damn this day

Just damn this life

I’m sick of giving

And living in pain

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Are You Okay?

I find a spot. I sit down and cross my legs. Leaning back, I hug myself. I close my eyes. Ignoring the world. Ignoring the pain. Ignoring everything. I breathe. And I wait.

Nothing. Nobody. No one asks me the single question that would show me that someone cares. Three simple words. With genuine concern. “Are you okay?”

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My Beautiful Death

Death, she opens her arms wide for me

Beckoning me to rest in her arms and sleep

Instilling me with a sense of calm and peace

She is not the scary woman who can’t be appeased

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The Unconquered Woman

Sad, lonely and terrified

She tries to free herself from the shackles of her past, her blood, and the society.

Crawling, broken and exhausted

Never underestimate her as weak, hopeless, and defeated.

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I’m A Wreckage

I live a life of no attachments, not an ounce of lasting love

I push him and I push her, never letting them close enough

For are they even real, never in ways that carry weight

I speak not of their being or care, I’m not an imbecile

But the darkness descends, even in the brightest of days

Despite the haze from the pain, I see it crystal clear

This measly soul getting sucker-punched, when does it end

A meaningless existence of tire and agony, I admit defeat

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Ramblings Of A Failure

I sit here with no words to describe

The nothingness that I feel inside

A life destined to lose I’ve made

I’m sick and tired of this charade